Reach A Little More ♫

Date : Wednesday, December 9, 2009

"Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kiss me now I know you'll fool me again"

-Wham! - Last Christmas

I love lighting matches in a dark room and then letting them burn, slowly, wrapping around the fragile stick of wood that holds the ignited sulphur up the top, wrapping around it, and burning it slowly. It gives a weird feeling. I always feel that the spark it gives off first is always the one sparkle that reflects in my eyes, then as it burns and wraps around the fragment of cheap wood, enveloping it in extreme heat, that single flame is reflected off every surface the small shred of light touches. Fire fascinates me, its colour, its damage it can do, even the tiniest of sparks just entrances me. Watching them dance off a surface, like tiny orange stars, dancing through space. I'd love to be an astrologist just for the purpose of always gettig to look at stars, such a lazy job. [No offence] Do fuck all every day then chill out at night and look through a telescope.

I don't know what kinda career path I'd like to head down.. I'm so confused. For a good while I was so dead set on being a psychologist and was like "yeah that's definately what I want to do". Went to that career talk thing inMaynooth and was like "WTFYEHKAYIDONTWANNADOTHISBYE". So today I was sat in careers like "WTF" cause I'm so confuse about what I want to do, but someone said to me a few weeks ago that cause I've "got such an ear for music" I should try Music production or Music Technology. Which to me sounded great except points are like nearly 500 and there isn't a hope in hell of me getting anywhere near that and even I kow that. Wow, I'm just so confused, cause then as bleak as it seems I can actually see myself doing a 9-5 in an office in town. Wow. I'm gonna have a real exciting life. Woo.
Everyone seems a bit down lately, but for me, in a selfish way its nice to know people trust me and can confide in me. I sound like such a selfish bitch for saying that but don't be a weirdo and say that you don't feel the same when someone you care about confides in you. It makes you feel closer to them on some level.
Shit I been working on this post for a few days now, been moved down to father's laptop because the main computer is running a scan. Ugh. Just on the night I had an urge to blog. Lost the inspiration now.
So went christmas shopping today [Wednesday] and did the very very last of it. Present wise. Stil have to find an outfit for the season being. Got soaked coming home, walking to hazels house the fucking Easons bag ripped and my mam's present fell out and I was like omgg then she rang and i had to hold all my bags in one arm then answer my phone while the rain pelted down on me. Ughh.

That is an awful picture of my new shoes. I lavee them. They are so comfortable. Yes, before questions are asked they are boy shoes, they were 90euro but omg they were soo worth it. They are like jizz worthy shoes laike seriously "OMFG".

So christmas tests are coming up. I really should study, like really I should I do fuck all when I come home from school. Ahhhhhh well.

Dad bought me a Dairy Milk today. Nom nom nom. Nice surprise. He hasn't done that for me in ages.

Ughh English essay contribution to make now. Ughhh. I hate English this year. I should only have it on the days I feel like it. If school worked that way it'd be granddd.

I beter go do this lil assignmesnt/contribution thingy.

Short post. Aww. Ah well who reads this anyway? Lol.

Comment if you've read. Otherwise....umm....yeah kay bye!! Lol.

Later Y'all.

Georgia .x.

Labels: careers, Christmas, fire, shopping

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You know, its harder than it looks.....

Date : Sunday, November 15, 2009

Grr I fucked up my blog skin. It looks all stupid now... Might try get a new one today if i've got some time. English homework is calling me to do it, the academic nerd in me in screaming "do the essay!! use the soliloquy notes you know you want to..." I shall push my inside nerd away for now. Until later, just before xfactor.. maybe give myself 2 hours or so. Yeah. That's what I'll do.
So YC was okay on Friday. Jess curled my hair and it was really cool, then Hazel loaned me "That black top". We were made sit in a circle and attempt a group singalong to songs while Scott and Dave played guitar to help us...It was alright, then we [Sionnán and Efa and yours truly] tormented Jonny for the night. He knows we love him really though. Lots. They were my twins for the night. I've grown really close to both of them lately and its cool [ily girls]. There's an unspecified connection I have with them and its somewhat comforting to know that they trust me and I trust them. Like its very cool. I like it. Listening to the Coronas right now. Love them-- Especially their song "Heroes or Ghosts", *clicks repeat*. I remember when I heard that song first. It made me cry for some reason. I wrote down the lyrics as I lstened to it. I felt a feeling of moving on or people leaving, or yano along those lines, in the song, maybe that's whats the songs about? That's the feeling I get from it anyway.
Couldn't sleep last night until like 3am. Played Bowling on my phone until half two then texted peeps who were awake. Cause the interent on my 3 phone fails and wont stay connected so I couldnt go on msn. I was so bored. Eventually fell asleep.
I watched Twilight yesterday. Don't worry I am still very much anti-Twilight-saga. I dont get what the big fucking point is? Oh I'm a vampire but I'm not going to bite you? I'm all protective of you cause i love you but i wont suck yer blood? What? Get the fuck over it- its fucking vampires. They arent even real. Fair fucks to Stephany Meyer though for drawing in so many people. It's like Harry Potter all over again. Ughhh.

But yeah, went to Liffey Valley with Efa yesterday and it was fun. We got fooood. Had another fat day. fun fun fun. Origianlly went over so I could get new shoes and she could get earrings. We got neither. Earrings were too expensive and neither shoe shop in Liffey Valley had the shoes I wanted in my size. Boo you whores.
Xfactor tonight. Hell yes. Love it at this stage now where the pressure is really on the contestants, its fun to watch them fuck up their songs, then again its equally fun to watch them ace it and make it their own.
Ahh bitta Kings of Leon- Molly's chambers. Can't beat it. I love the way there's a line about him getting a blowjob. Haha. Subtly but obviously sung. Well done. KOL FTW. I love abbreviations.

End. Of. Post. My Twitter URL is over there somewhere.
Comments Please.

Georgia .x.

Labels: homework, Kings of leon, shopping, Xfactor, youth club

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