So today was good, met up with Efa and Lucy. Walked down to the playground and couldnt find anyone until we were walking past Castle Village then we saw Ste and Chris and people who i actually couldn't see cause my eyes are stupid and I'm like semi-blind. Haha. But yeah we like hugged and then they went to Chris's house and we went to Aisling house and we sat in Aisling's kitchen for like and hour and a half just having a good oul chat. Lol. Eating barbeque tortillas. Yum.
Teenage insecurtities. Not planning on doing anything stupid calm downnnn! People worry about me too much. I'm grand. this is just a teenage insecurity paragraph so scroll right past it xD.......................................... :)
I feel so fat today like its actually ridiclous.Today I ate like, cereal, 2 animal bars, big ass bar of aldi chocolate, loadsa tortilla chips and like then i went home and ate more. Fat? Ha. Yes. Like i know i'm not the skinniest of all girls but its these days where i realllly wish i was like the majority of girls who can eat like a fucking horse and not gain a pound. Its so upsetting. I hate my body. Grr at mother nature for making me like this. And like some little fucker on my bus implied i was fat this week and like he's not exactly Brad Pitt himself so I don't know where he thinks he gets off talking to me like that. I know I'm fat. Diets are just too fucking hard. Fair play to the girls who are like totally motivated to stay on them. But I just can't do them. Evidently. Hate my body. Hate that i've put on weight since i went back to school. Hate that i thought I could actually keep off the stone and a half that I lost during the summer. I'll shut up now. Blahhhh.
It's so difficult liking someone who you dont know if they like you back. It's like..everytime I see a person that I like quiet a bit like I try and just keep as cool and calm as I can and usually it works out well. But like I hate being the one that always has to make the conversation. Like hello? Conversation works two ways. I thought myself I was pretty easy going and easy to talk to but evidently not cause the person that I do like seems to see the opposite. Lie i'm not an intimidating person. I'm very chiled like seriously? Just chill and talk to me. I won't bite. Unlesss.... ;)
Last night was really funny. In YC we had to do like a mini-talent show. It was..entertaining. When it came our turn, [jonny lcy and yours truly] we decided to sing Ignorance by Paramore and I thought "This will be fine, I know the song" and we started off grand but then Jonny went off time and I was like oh shit and Lucy was like "He's off time" so we tried to pick it up. realising just how badly we were failing. Jonny stops playing. Looks at me and Lucy. Says "when in doubt--Wonderwall". Diarmuid comes up cause he knows the song to help us out. Jonny breaks out into the Wonderwall intro. I blanked on lyrics but picked it up mid-verse and we got everyone singing. It was humilialting yet oh so hilarious. Couldn't believe we did it.
Gonna watch Xfactor tonight with the little sister, parentals are heading out. It has totally become a guilty pleasure of mine since the second series sorry. Just watching the auditions [ the bestest part] and then the live shows and judging people is entertainment in itself, then of course we have the judges comments and judging the judges. That's ironic. Yeah. Can't wait to see Jedward. Should be interesting if what the news headlines are saying is true...we'll see later on I guess.
Laterrrr
Georgia .x.
Labels: boys, chill, dieting, envy, friends, Jedward, paramore, saturday, Xfactor, youth club
