"If we could sit together alone and
talk forever just to pass the time
I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine
and your eyes are locked on mine. "
- Owl City - I'll Meet You there
This is actually strange, I was thinking and googling so many pictures under differet headings like rain, love, clouds, stars and distance. I love rain. Now don't think I've gone off my head yet. Still have a few years. But seriously I tihnk rain is something that people moan about to much. So the fuck what if your hair gets wet? wear a hood. I think when your a teenager, you give up complaining, [well okay some people don't but majority do] and just enjoy anything that's thorwn your way. Example, last Tuesday when we has the strike, we went out and just spent the day together and had a really good fucking time in the rain. I think its so ironic when people say "you were just out in the rain..all day?" and your response is "yes" they give you a weird look like your crazy or something. I love the irony in this because its like "okay so your telling me you never went out with your friends in the rain?" I find it both annoying and humouring.
Not been well for the past few days, nothing like really important just aheadcold which I'm prediciting was triggered last Tuesday in the rain. But I don't care. Clearly. So whateverrr ☺
So I was off school for the past 2 days. Actually the school is closed today to I've got a5 five days weekend going on. Oh yeah. I hate it when people never believe me when I'm sick. Uncool on your behalf if you don't believe me. There will come a day where I'm like doubled over in pain and y'all will think I'm faking and then I'll end up dying or something. Haha. Nawww I'll scream with real pain so you won't be able to ignore me. Happy days what?
Christmas in 20days. I'm so freakin' excited. I love the day where we put up decorations. It's so cute and stereotypical and cheesy. I love it. Haha. The general everything of it [if that makes sense] is just great. As Keith said last night "It's radddddddd". Grr at siblings making me get off the phone. Ughh. I obviously don't care. I kinda tried to be quiet. But whatever.
Introduced to a really great band called Boyce Avnue there by Diarmuid during the week. Seriously, I was like "OMGITHINKIJUSTJIZZEDLOL". They're all acoustic as far as i know. Feel free to call me out on that. They cover alot of songs, very well I may add, and like are so jizz worthy. Yay. New obsession. Oh yes. Lol.
Damn, I was totally going for a long post. I had such a weird need to blog this morning. So instead here's a pretty picture :)
Cute? Or haunting? Hmm...
I really like this one.
Also I really like this song. It's so sweet. Click
here to go to it. It's adorable.
YC tonight, maybe I'll blog after it. I'ma go get some lunch forst though.
Comments please...
Really isn't that hard.
Georgia .x.
Labels: Christmas, Music, pictures, rain
From the top... || 1:43 PM
Date : Tuesday, November 24, 2009
"To wash away what happened last,
Hide behind and empty face,
Don't ask too much the same,
Cause this is just a game"
-30 second to mars - A Beautiful Lie
Well well loyal readers and awkward stalkers or if you've simply just been told by me to read this then thanks for stopping by and taking your sweet time to read this. Much appreciated.
Hmm, school today was same ol' same ol' except Elise and Hazel were out and I was all sad and lonesome. But like my minds elsewhere lately so I only really noticed in like Irish and at Lunch and that. But yeah, I think after those two big rants of post and me moaning about myself and blah blah etc. I think I feel minutely better. Religion was good today we were made draw out the "five wells of well-being" and I thought oh great here we go but I was actually intrugied [I've never spelt that word correctly btw] at the way it showed my how as much emotional support I have in my life lie I've got good friends and family behind me, it showed me just how academically strong I am. For instance, I filled that well, like literally I was writing stuff around it. Then it came to the spritiual one and I am not a spiritual person whatsoever so I thought "oh here we go this one is gonna be empty" but we were told we could fill it with song names or whatever and make it not directly to God and blah blah blah.
Teacher's strike today, went out to peeps and hung out in the coffeshop/bakery for like half an hour then chilled in tesco and aldi and the playground. Then Danny had to leave and it took so much for me to not break down there and then so I ended up crying just as I walked into my house. Cried in my room for like 45-50 minutes and just couldn't stop. As weird and sappy as that sounds I don;t honestly care. That's the way it affecting me. Then I get this overwhelming sense of numbness and I feel emotionless for the next while. Getting better at the silent crying thing. Kinda happy with it. The only real noise I make is when I'm breathing in or out.
I found this little jem on google images thanks to the wonderful inspiring poetry of Ms Emily Dickinson. Poem entitled
"Hope" is a Thing with Feathers
I didn't really wanna use the metaphore used in the poem of a bird so I just googles the word hope and 5 pages of weird images later:
We got soaked in the rain today, apart from those who had hoodies or rain jackets. I however was soaked to the bone, my legs still have only partial feeling. It was a good day though that's the thing. Some people are like how can you just walk around the rain? The thing about me is that I hate not going out. I get so bored and I always feel like I'm missing something good. I love walking around in rain, there's something really calming about it. I don't know if it's just the sound of car tyres sliding over the saturated roads or if its the way if your crossing a dark road in the rain and you look just off centre of a car's headlight and you can see each singular drop of rain pass through that beam of light like little teardrops washing over the face of the lightbeam. It's so strange. But I'm a bit strange in fairness. I don't honestly know what it is but I really do love walking around in the rain. Provided I'm wearing my gloves of course. My hands are always cold. But then I love the serene calmness after a really heavy rainfall. It's so peaceful and quiet. I love that. I know how strange I am in that sense.
I realise recently I've gone a bit FML but I don't really care. I call it a lapse in optimism. I can't be fucking happy all the time. Chill the fuck out if I'm a bit quieter than usual. I obviously fucking know. Maybe I have shit going on in my head tht I don't want the whole world to know? Don't think I'm getting hypocritical, cause I know I can get kinda deep on my blog but that's my choice. I write what I feel is okay to tell people. So seriously chill. I'm okay. But for those who are concerned. [small number but still all the same] Thanks for caring. Some people do the "care to be polite" approach but like I see right through you don't think you fool me. I know who actually cares and who doesn't. So seriously don't ask me if I'm alright unless your up for an earful.
I like this post. I know that sounds weird to say but its like I've been writing for ages when I haven't really, just needed to finish this post cause I started it last night. I hate leaving little drafts.
Anywhoo I'm gonna leave it there. Probably get the compulsory need to post tomorrow.
Comment please...
Georgia .x.
Labels: hope, rain, School, strike
From the top... || 9:28 PM
