"This time it's up to you
Time is up for me
Cause I've been biting my tongue for far too long"
-The Blackout ft Ian Watkins- Its a high tide baby
These lyrics are actually something I've been thinking about earlier, never saying the things I should have. The thing I wish I had said at the time it was needed to say. I do bite my tongue alot. I don't always say what I feel needs be said because admitidally it probably would get me in alot of trouble with people. I've been through alot of social shite over the past years and now I've gone into 5th year and I've fallen in with these new friends over th summer I just feel like things are going right and sometimes things don't need to be said to express that, but it'a like when thingas go wrong everyone knows about it. Why is that? Then on the other side people don't bite their toungues and end up just making up random shite to add to it and make it worse for the person on the receiving end? Like seriously? Everyone should really just STFU. Grr.
Totally in loveeee with The Blackout right now. Gawhhh, the blond one, sean, omg give me your babies haha. I swear I like watched the video on Scuzz there a while ago and was like "OMGITOTEJUSTJIZZED" like wow. Yeah. Random music obsession update for ya there :)
Ugh, lips are totally chapped right now. one more reason for boys not to like me. UghhI swear if there was a list of people's imperfection, mine would be never ever ending. Grr. Then on top of all that I'm like all lacking that...I dunno, smething. Ugh. At this point I'm so gone beyond slamming on myself and critisising myself to the point where I physically want to cry, that it seems poinltess. People need to stop worrying sbout me, stop talking about worrying about me and just forget about it. Seriously, I am horrible at accepting compliments, always have been always will be. Blame my awful years of being bullied through primary school and thensome for zero confidence. Thanks a mill' you heartless-bitch-whore-faces. Ohh, happy days eh?
Exchanged presents with the lunch group the other day, I love exchanging presents it's all smiles and laughing and my over excitedness for receiving socks or candles. I do love candles and socks. Nom nom, sugar and spice scents. Warm toes are back now I have like...five..pairs of fuzzy socks.
O M F G
Isn't he actually just so fucking beautiful? He is no joke, per-fucking-fection. It ain't no want, it's aneed for his babies. And I don't care how weird that sounds. Nom nom on him ;)
Ate sooooo much today. Ugh. Feel so fat. Aisling's birthday, regular lunch and English party which included excessive amounts of crisps. Then came home and didn't eat till dinner then had icecream with cocoa powder. I should just like not eat for a hundred years see how it works out. I'd die in the process but ah well.
I reallllly should study, getting lots of study classes though in school and I only have like 7 tests. Muahaha all you JC people who have 11.
My posts are getting so short, meh =/
Here's a picca of the phone I'm hoping to get of the parentals for xmas 2kaii9 bayubbb. Haha. I love text talk. Hi-larious shiznit.
Later Losersss.
Comment all you motherfuckassss.
[Still lawling at text talk.]
YEHKBYYEEE
Georgia .x.
