"You want me, Come find me, Make up your mind"
-Evanescence- Call Me When Your Sober
I looked out the window a few minutes ago before I started to write this, out my bedroom window, I looked up into the cold navy sky, illuminated by the smudged glow of the ever shining moon - like a torch in a dark room - and I saw one star. One tiny little twinkle. Almost symbolising some form of hope, as in everything that swirling around my mind, occupying my thoughts, would be okay. I wish everyone could have seen that one little star. It wasn't even the brightest one in the world, but it was still there. Hope is a funny thing, it's so hard to gain but yet, the easiest thing to give up. It's like the opposite of love. Love is so easy to get and so hard to let go of. Sometimes you can't let go of it, sometimes you want to hold on to that tiny spark between you and that someone and you wish that it'll turn to something. Even if it's barely anything, you can still have hope in love. Opposites attract eh?
Midterm is going well, today, we as always, crashed in Martin's house. Made tea, I nearly scalded my hand off because he made me spill the tea. Good job >.> Then we, [Sarah Breen[who is very cool btw<3], Lucy and myself] Googled hot guys, such as Jared Leto, Chace Crawford, Hugh Jackman etc. and Youtubed funny videos such as "Man boobs" and "shut up woman get on my horse" thats also a website btw. just squish it altogether and put a dot com and the end and enjoy.
There's a weird feeling in the air these days, it's like it's trying to be summer but winter won't release it's grip over us. It's crazy. Darn global warming and all that. Yeah, thought I'd mention that.
Everyone's posts are like way longer than mine. Envy envy. *said in evil voice*
[Click to enlarge. It's cool.]
I need to go shopping, like way bad. I need new jeans, more tops, a good quality band hoodie, Madina Lake maybe? Comment and Let me know, cause I'd feel weird buying a F.O.B hoodie now they've broke up 'n' all. Let me knoww mmk?
I need new make up too, like, some colourful eye-liners or something. And hair dye. I am determined to dye my hair black before Easter Holidays. Everyone dyes their hair when they're teenagers. And piss off saying that it'll "destroy my hair". Have you not seen all the colour care shizz on the market nowadays? Duh. I'm grand.
But yeah. This post is rather shitty if I do say so myself. I've no.. mojo to write these days or something without feeling the need either to get angry, cry, both, or get really horribly bitchy. I dunno.
I worry about my friends too much, I know I do. But I'd be a pretty shitty friend if I didn't I always want whats best for them, or if I wasn't that shoulder to cry on when they needed me, even if it doesn't come across as that all the time, I do only ever want them to be happy. I don't ever want bad things for people I care about.
This post actually, I just realised, is so self-centred. Blah. I hate when I get like this.
I'ma sign off before I start taking digs at myself.
Laterrr
<3
Georgia
