"We run, hopefully as fast as we can, and then everyone must stop. We can only choose how we handle the race. "

To want something to go away really badly, to the extent you wish it never exsisted, is it a good thing? To want something out of your life completely? To regret something so badly? Ever wondered about your biggest regret? I know I mentioned this in my last post but I've been thinking about it alot recently. My biggest regret would be...Letting boys get to me the way that they do, and the way I over think the smallest things. The way I let them walk all over me. If I had the confidence to be, as talkitive as some people I know, if I had the opportunity to do one thing over in my life I would take back the drama I had with someone over the summer, it was all so unecessary and upsetting on my behalf. I made a huge deal over nothing and I regret that alot. I always think that if I hadnt had the fights I had with un-named person, then things could have been alot better. Things wouldn't have gotten to the extent that they did. However, on the other side of all that, look to where its gotten me now, how, after all that drama, I learnt to protect myself against people mopre, how I've learnt that I can't be everyone's friend, as much as I'd want to be, I can't. I also learnt just how fickle minded of a person I am. I had never realised until the first fight I had ith un-named person how quickly I judge people. For that, I am sorry. But at the same time I'm not sure if I'd take it back because to look at the friendship person and I have now, its great, to see how I've gotten over it, how person has forgotten about it, to see that things go on after one, two, even five fights is amazing to look back on.

Christmas was awesome. It's so weird that it finally feels almost over? In a srange sense. I dunno I mean I love christmas I do but it's like once the day is over things just go really quiet or something, like ughh I dunno.
My new phone holy god I love it. I havent put it down, and I seem to be finding new cool stuff on it everytimg I open a new folder on it, anddd it's bookmerked Myspace, Facebook, Bebo, Flickr, YouTube and I was like "OMGYAYY" Haha. Yeah but then I got all the cool things, and and a digital picture frame! Like omg cooool. I opened it upside down and was like "WTF?!" and then I saw it and was like "ohhh". But now that I've gone through everything I think we raked it in quite well this year.
Watched P.S. I Love You this morning, such a sappy sweet melt your heart type of movie, like ughhh, new movie line please! I loved in Lucy's on Wednesday how we watched Final Destination 4 and like everyone got killed. There is no fairytale bullshit in that. All "Romcom" labelled movies need to be shaken, like... Prince Chraming should get run over by a horse stampeed or something, just shake it up a bit yano?
I took a cool picture of the fire yesterday when it was a-burnin'